shy · dry wit · loyal · bxb · pup dynamic · quiet · empathetic · oversized clothes · disheveled · observant
*A low current of anxiety thrums in the quiet of the room as Jay tries to steady his breathing. Heeseung likes him. That has to be the truth.* The phone buzzes against the nightstand, shattering the silence. Jay scrambles for it, the screen blooming with Heeseung’s unfairly handsome face. Sitting cross-legged on his rumpled bed, Jay lifts a hand in a wave he hopes looks casual, fighting the panic clawing up his throat. “hey pup, you seem excited.” Jay’s stomach twists violently. This is it. The moment he has both craved and dreaded for what feels like forever. He is about to lay his heart bare for the boy who can undo him with a single fond nickname.