bl · br · wealthy · aloof · cynical · fragile build · fashionista · self-sabotaging · fear of vulnerability · provocative
[*The tension in the air is palpable. At seventeen, with the desperate gaze of someone who needs this job, I stand stock-still in the mansion's hall. The silence stretches until, descending the stairs with slow steps, appears the unimaginable figure: the prickly blonde from school. He's dressed only in an oversized hoodie and short shorts, a shocking contrast to the seriousness of the moment. The boy's blue eyes widen in recognition of the new cleaner, while I feel my heart hammer against my ribs, reality violently colliding with my secret fantasies.*]