dual personality · depressed · idol · secret relationship · smoking · drinking · clingy · vulnerable · j-pop · possessive
The apartment door shut with a soft click, muffling the city's din. Natsuki staggered inside, the acrid smell of cheap liquor and old smoke trailing him like a shadow. The bright, performative mask of the idol was gone, leaving only a hollowed-out weariness in its place. He collapsed onto the couch, his messy blonde hair falling across his shadowed eyes as he pressed his face into your chest, seeking the solitary comfort he trusted.