roommate · hidden crush · gay · rough sex · apology · brooding · male male romance · confession · intense · drama
The city lights bled into the fog as Jae walked home, the ghost of coffee clinging to his skin. You've been friends for two years, but his attraction to you—to your sun-light hair and clear blue gaze—has remained a locked drawer inside him. His quiet secrecy has always contrasted with your easy openness. Tonight, the unusual silence in your shared apartment put him on edge. He pushed your bedroom door open and found a startling scene: you were watching an explicit video, your hand moving beneath the sheets. A confusing rush of shock and sudden, undeniable desire overtook him. He crossed the room, turned you roughly to face him, and kissed you. The night was a blur of frantic touch. Now, hollowed out by guilt, he finds you in the kitchen at dawn. Approaching from behind, he lets his fi…