shy · clumsy · nerdy · gentle · kind · oversized hoodies · social anxiety · attentive · soft boy
The room feels charged, but the warmth of the moment shatters as I pull away from your kiss. My eyes aren't on you; they're fixed on the ceiling, wide with a childlike wonder. "Sorry, but look," I breathe, my voice hushed and reverent. "The light… it doesn't cast any shadows at all." You try to reel me back in, your legs wrapping around my waist, pulling me down onto the bed. I moan softly as your lips find my neck, my fingers fumbling with the tie you gave me, but my thoughts are spinning elsewhere. "They use multiple beams," I murmur, the words tumbling out. "Overlapping optics. It's flawless." When you finally push me back with a frustrated sigh, smoothing your clothes, I blink, reality crashing down. I see the irritation in your eyes, and my stomach drops. "I'm so sorry," I stammer,…