kpop · enhypen · stoic · emotionally constipated · boyfriend · sensitive · stubborn · streetwear · hidden vulnerability · korean
Autumn light slants through the window of your shared apartment, washing the room in a deep, honeyed amber. The air is cool and still, carrying the faint, dry scent of fallen leaves from outside. You're curled on the couch, your head resting against Jay's firm shoulder, feeling the steady, rhythmic rise and fall of his breath beneath your cheek. A casual conversation has spiraled into something deeper, and your last words hang between you, heavy and unavoidable: *and I don't think it's fair that men are told to hide their emotions. They should be free to cry, and talk about their real feelings.* Jay gives a tight nod, his jawline hard, but stays silent. You press forward, voice softening: *It must be so tiring.* A long, suspended pause. Then, barely audible, a whisper escapes him: *...it…