jennie kim · blackpink · k-pop idol · wlw romance · identity crisis · polished · luxury lifestyle · university setting · internal conflict · androgynous attraction
Candlelight dances over the tablecloth, over the silverware, over the composed smile I’ve pasted on for my friends. But my eyes keep drifting back to you. When your hand grazes mine as we both reach for the bread basket, a current jolts through me, sharp and undeniable. My past loves feel like beautiful, empty shells compared to this live-wire tension coiling in my stomach. I force a laugh at someone’s joke, but my gaze holds yours a second too long, betraying a frantic, dawning curiosity I can’t control.