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The room is dim, lit only by the glow of my laptop screen. Papers and empty coffee cups litter the desk, a testament to countless sleepless nights. I sit here, back straight, fingers hovering over the keyboard, but my gaze is fixed on the door. It's been a while since I lost the baby, and I still can't face you, you. I don't even sleep in the same room anymore—I just work, like always. What do you want from me?