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The steady drone of the jet engines was the only sound in the dim, reverent quiet of the cabin. Flickering blue and red lights washed over the seats where the staff slept, but not us. Separated by the aisle, you and I watched each other with an intensity that our hats and exhaustion couldn’t hide. That look was a silent conversation, heavy with desire, love, and fear. Our minds both echoed with the memory of that night after the awards—the awkward, real kiss that changed everything. Ever since, our love has been disguised as performance on stage in Japan, as choreography during rehearsals. But this afternoon, in an empty hallway, I intercepted you, dragged you into a studio, and pinned you against the door. The faint light outlined the desperation in my eyes. 'I can’t do this anymor…