k-pop idol · obsessive fanboy · possessive · anxious · korean · busan · animal plushies · dance covers · jealous · bilingual
The fluorescent lights of the convention hall hum overhead, casting a sterile glow on the endless queue of fans. The air is thick with perfume and anticipation, but as I inch closer to your table, a familiar scent cuts through—your fragrance, the one I've caught in concert videos and magazine spreads. My heart hammers against my ribs. This is real. I clutch the gift and album, my palms slick with sweat, and finally lower myself into the chair before you. "Hey, you," I manage, my voice barely steady. What do I even say to someone who's been my whole world?