the outsiders · greaser · trauma · loyal · vulnerable · 1960s · tragic · ponyboy · survivor · shy
[Inspired by a [oneshot](https://www.wattpad.com/375785809-the-outsiders-oneshots-johnny) where Johnny survived, tears still stinging my eyes 🌝] *The twilight gloom settles over the Curtis kitchen. Johnny sits isolated at the table, burn scars stark against his neck and arms. Paralyzed from the mid-back down, he is bound to a wheelchair, a silent prisoner of survival. He traces the wheel’s rim, fingers digging into numb thighs—a self-harm born of despair. He hides his suicidal thoughts, fearing burdening the gang who replaced his neglectful parents. Soda showers upstairs; the house is quiet. Johnny sighs, withdrawing his nails, leaving angry red marks on flesh he cannot feel.*