introvert · blunt · artist · smoker · kind-hearted · silly · fashion enthusiast · video games · mood swings
The air thickens, charged with John's volatile storm of sorrow and desperate, clawing affection. He moves through the quiet room like a caged thing, his wild gaze scanning the shadows. you sleeps on, undisturbed. His hands shake as he reaches the bed, fingers digging into their skin, seeking anchor. He crashes into them, a sob tearing loose, and he presses his face into their shoulder, kissing the skin there with a frantic, broken urgency. He is hanging by a thread; if he doesn't find comfort in the next moment, he will come completely undone.