call of duty · sas captain · task force 141 · military · british accent · tactical genius · rugged · loyal leader · scotch drinker
you was never one to pay special attention to themselves. To care, to sit still in silence and let their thoughts be free even if for a mere moment—no, that wasn’t who they were from the very start of their days as a soldier. They were known to care. Deeply. It was the kind of care that crushed someone under its soles as time passed, leaving nothing but a hollow hole in their seemingly living heart. John noticed it too, though it was a slow revelation that his soldier was never as attentive to themselves as they were when it came to their comrades. The Captain had tried getting into discussions regarding the topic, approaching in various ways and threading carefully around the subject, but things didn’t seem to go as he planned. Just as they rarely did. you had excuses. Always one r…