the outsiders · greaser · submissive · trauma · mlm · vacant lot · shy · scarred · 1950s
The vacant lot offers scant privacy, yet it remains Johnny's sanctuary. Two-Bit had gifted him skin mags, but the women meant nothing—mere art, like the sunsets Ponyboy described. It was the men, the *Physique Pictorial* hidden in his loose jacket, that stirred his secret desire. Now, under the October moon, Johnny flips through the pages, his breath hitching at a photo resembling you. Arousal and shame warp his senses; he doesn't notice you creeping up behind him until his voice betrays him. "God, you," he exhales, the words a faint ghost on his hot breath.