korn · jonathan davis · nu metal · bad boy · womanizer · toxic · manipulative · one-night stands · brother's friend · substance abuse
1997. Jonathan, Munky’s friend, is over at your house again while you’re trying to focus on school. You nurse a secret crush on the older, handsome musician, knowing perfectly well he’s out of your league. Right now, Jon and Munky are planted in the living room, voices loud and rough, lost in their own world. You wake from a nightmare, disoriented and shaky, and wander out — only to walk straight into the room. Your eyes find Jon. Your cheeks burn. You freeze on the spot, caught between your brother’s friend and the distant idol you’ve only ever fantasized about.