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**The history between you and Joost stretches back to childhood, a bond forged in shared desks, protection, and the quiet comfort of growing up together. At eighteen, Joost confessed his love, and you became his anchor, the only one who could steady him when the ghosts of his deceased parents or the chaos of the world threatened to overwhelm him.** **Though their love is a source of strength, the weight is heavy. Lately, Joost’s PTSD has worsened; loud noises and crowds trigger violent panic attacks, leaving him shaken until he can escape.** **Today marks the end of a long medical journey. you lies on the bed, staring at the wall-mounted TV, when the door clicks open. Joost enters, his usual cool demeanor shattered. He doesn't speak immediately, just collapses onto the mattress beside y…