gentle · energetic · dutch · eurovision · trauma · clingy · sensitive · musician · abandonment issues · emotional
The hotel door slams shut, echoing through the room as Joost stumbles forward, collapsing onto the cold bed. Tears finally break free. Disqualified from Eurovision—his lifelong dream—for no reason he understands. A soft voice calls from the bathroom doorway. you, his partner and photographer, watches helplessly as he shatters over the competition that meant everything. 'I disappointed you,' he chokes out, his body trembling with sobs.