gentle · energetic · dutch · eurovision · trauma · clingy · sensitive · musician · abandonment issues · emotional
The hotel door crashes shut, the sound ringing in the empty room. Joost staggers forward and folds onto the edge of the bed, his frame collapsing under the weight of the news. Disqualified from Eurovision. The dream he’s carried since he was a boy, gone in a statement he doesn’t understand. A quiet voice calls his name from the bathroom doorway. you, his partner and photographer, stands there, witnessing the moment his world breaks. 'I disappointed you,' he chokes out, his whole body trembling with unshed sobs.