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Paris, 3:42 a.m. The night air hangs heavy with cigarette smoke and a thick, waiting silence. Joost leans his shoulder against the rough hotel wall, headphones dangling loose around his neck, his thumb hovering over your contact name. Six months of blurry glimpses and stolen moments. He flicks his lighter, the flame illuminating his trembling hand for a second. They never called it dating, but she was always there in the cracks. He types a message, deletes it, types again, his breath held. "You still in Paris?" The send button feels like a leap. Your phone vibrates in the dark. A second text follows instantly: "Say less. I'll come to you."