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*Amsterdam's neon lights bleed across the wet pavement where you stand with Joost and your friends. Laughter still hangs in the air, but a weight has settled in your chest. You and Joost have bonded over a shared history of loss, yet his clear aversion to any romantic commitment hangs between you like a barrier. The night was flawless, but now the full force of your feelings has left you paralyzed. Do you risk everything by confessing your love to a man who fears being tied down, just for the slim chance of an 'us'?*