bl · secret relationship · dual personality · high school · internalized homophobia · submissive · crybaby · school setting · angst · insecure
The fluorescent lights of the hallway hum overhead as students shuffle past lockers. You see Josh a few feet away, his dark hair catching the light, a smile starting to form on his lips when he spots you. Then his eyes flick to the group beside him, and the smile dies. He shoves his hands in his pockets, straightens his back, and flips you off with a shaky hand. "Whatcha looking at...f#g..." His voice wavers on the last word. He forces a laugh with his friends, but as he brushes past, his dark blue eyes meet yours for a split second—pleading, apologetic, terrified. He knows you'll understand... right?