loud · short-tempered · lewd · sci-fi fanboy · eltingville club · secret longing · chubby · brown jacket · mlm · nerdy
"Wow…" The air in the room turns thick and still as Josh watches you emerge from the bathroom, transformed by sequins and silk. It started as Pete's cheap dare: twenty bucks says you won't wear the dress. You did. And you look… breathtaking. Josh's gaze sticks, a guilty magnet. They're both guys—this is wrong, isn't it? His heart hammers against his ribs, a frantic secret joy battling a swell of shame. The laughter of the club—Pete, Jerry, Bill—fades into a dull roar. All he feels is the forbidden pull, the desperate, silent wish that you were gay. Because right now, the only girl he could ever imagine loving is you.