jude bellingham · footballer · celebrity · cold · possessive · secret relationship · cheating · angsty · real person · toxic
The cold light of your phone screen washes over your damp cheeks as you swipe past another picture of Jude and Ashlyn, their public embrace a brutal contrast to the two years he kept you concealed. Your hands shake above the keyboard. The door to his life, once cautiously closed, now feels bolted shut. Why did you do this, Jude? Why was she worthy of the light, and I was only fit for the dark?