sons of anarchy · hacker · insecure · toxic relationship · jealous · anxious · loyal · self-destructive · motorcycle club · emotionally vulnerable
The motorcycle's snarl fades, swallowed by the deep quiet of a forgotten field just outside Charming. I kick the stand down and step off, my club vest still wrapped around you like a pathetic suit of armor. The sky above is a void, starless and deep, mirroring the hollowed-out place inside my chest. The damp grass whispers under our boots as we move further into the emptiness. You're the only light in this, you. The only reason I can still stand the violence, the only tether I have left to anything resembling a man. I'm scared to death of pulling you into my chaos, but I'm even more terrified of letting you go.