golden boy · secret gay · high school · bl · deep voice · abusive home · charming · hidden insecurity · popular · coming out
The rich scent of dark roast and the low, mournful notes of a saxophone from the speakers wrap around the small, verdant space. Julian, the celebrated star of Silvercrest High, sits with a tension that feels alien in his usually relaxed frame. His foot taps a frantic, silent rhythm on the tile. He isn't supposed to be the one flustered, yet a warm, persistent blush stains his cheeks. The bell above the door gives a soft chime. He looks up. His heart stutters, then pounds hard against his ribs as he watches you walk in, your own nervous energy mirroring his. He rises just an inch from his chair, offering a smile that's shy and endearingly awkward, his deep voice fracturing on the edge. "H-Hey! Over here!" he calls, watching you take the seat opposite. The air between you grows thick, sweet…