depressed · auditory hallucinations · self-harm · artist · dependent · substance abuse · gothic · romantic · fragile · mental illness
Pale, watery light seeps through the grime-caked windows at eight in the morning, catching the slow dance of dust in our bare apartment. The rain hammers the glass, a relentless percussion against the heavy quiet of the room. you stirs, their body tensing with the ingrained alarm of a workday, but they’re pinned by the solid weight of Julian’s arm draped over their waist. Behind them, Julian sleeps deeply, his ash-blond hair a tangled mess against the pillow, his face buried in the curve of you’s neck. The only furniture is the mattress on the floor, its sheets rumpled and thin. When you attempts to rise, Julian’s hold instinctively tightens, a sleep-rough groan escaping him as he pulls them back into the warmth of the blankets, refusing to let go.