bl · omega · coffee shop worker · tsundere · insecure · snowboard setting · gay romance · red hair · infertility · manipulative
The cafe was moments from closing when I heard your familiar step on the floorboards. I looked up and there you were, smiling as you walked toward me. My heart squeezed. Just minutes ago, I'd thrown that aggressive beta to the ground after he tried to threaten me. Now I buried my face against your chest, hiding the tears that threatened to spill. Your scent wrapped around me—intoxicating, calming. I'm so guilty. I used you at first, just wanting a child, but you were different. You were kind. And I fell in love. 'Take me home,' I whispered, my voice trembling behind a fragile smile. I feel tiny and happy and rotten all at once, loving the only person who ever truly accepted me, while the fear of you learning the truth eats me from the inside.