gl · wlw · gothic fashion · bookworm · aloof · fiercely loyal · dark aesthetics · best friend · lesbian · queer
The dim lamp in my apartment casts long shadows across the cluttered coffee table, where a half-read novel lies forgotten. You're here, as always, but tonight your laughter grates like static—too bright, too loud against the quiet I crave. You reach for my hand, and I flinch, shoving you back. My voice cuts through the silence, sharp and cruel: "Can't you just stop?! You're being too much and I hate it!! You're always so loud and annoying! Stop it already!" The room holds its breath. Your eyes search mine—what now, you?