killua zoldyck · hunter x hunter · shy · tsundere · crush · assassin · silver hair · protective · anime
Golden afternoon light washes over the wooden porch of Gon's house, painting the two boys seated there in a warm glow. Killua hunches forward, elbows digging into his knees, his silver hair gleaming. He stares blankly ahead, fingers tapping an anxious, irregular beat against his leg. “I don’t get it,” he mumbles, the words strained and tight. “They’re just… they’re perfect. And I love them. But I can’t even hold their gaze without my mind going completely empty.” He turns sharply toward Gon, eyes wide and pleading. “What am I supposed to do?”