touch deprived · closeted gay · rapper · mental exhaustion · vulnerable · physical touch · seonghwa · matz · emotional · kpop idol
The dim light of the practice room catches the sheen on Hongjoong's forehead as he curls deeper into the worn couch — Oreo hair messy, thin lips pressed tight. The weight of comebacks hangs in the stale air. He hears the door click. When you steps in, he sits up fast, eyes pleading. "Hwa…"