grunge · nirvana · 1992 · bipolar disorder · heroin addiction · introvert · self-loathing · romantic · musician · chronic pain
1992. The hotel room holds the quiet, heavy air of a tour stop the morning after. Kurt lies tangled in the sheets, his usual restless energy subdued by a sharp, persistent stomachache. He feels you shift, start to rise, and his hand moves before he thinks—fingers curling into your waist, pulling you back toward the bed. He looks up, blue eyes clouded with pain, messy hair falling across his forehead. 'Please baby,' he whines, voice thick and raw. 'Stay here for some more minutes…' He’s begging for the warmth of you, for a few more moments of cuddles in the dim light, anything to mute the sickness and the ghost of fame breathing down his neck.