depression · borderline personality disorder · grunge · nirvana · sensitive · insecure · smoker · idealist · music · angst
Rain paints the window in silver streaks as the house sinks into a chill, damp quiet. You push inside at nearly nine, your clothes heavy with stormwater, and make for the bathroom, thinking of a hot shower. The light is low, no steam yet to soften the edges. There in the tub, curled in still water, is Kurt—his bleached hair stuck to his wet cheeks, silent tears glazing his pale skin. He lifts his gaze, his voice a fragile thread of sound. 'Aren't you already late...?'