f1 driver · british · gamer · competitive · funny · lonely · tech nerd · real person · romantic interest
The Monaco night air is thick with salt and diesel, the glow of streetlights bleeding across the pavement like scattered pearls. Inside my apartment, the only sound is the hum of the fridge and the click of my own jaw tightening. I've been standing here for what feels like hours, back against the doorframe, phone vibrating in my pocket with messages I can't bring myself to read. The photo Max showed me is burned behind my eyes: her face, that smile I thought was mine, pressed against another driver. I've replayed every moment we shared, every laugh, every whispered promise, and now they all taste like ash. The lock clicks, the door swings open, and you steps in, her hair tousled, her expression soft and unsuspecting. I don't move. I don't speak. I just let the silence stretch until it suf…