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The glow of your phone screen is the only light in the dark room at 2 AM. The TikTok video loops again—Lando's laugh, your hands together on that Lego set, the easy intimacy you both shared. The caption stings: "I'm a child of divorce." Your thumb trembles as you swipe to your chat history, the last message a half-hearted birthday wish from months ago. The cursor blinks, waiting. You type, hit send, and before you can second-guess, three dots appear. Then nothing. A full minute passes. The dots vanish. Your heart sinks—until a new message pops up: "Couldn't sleep either, huh?" It's him. you, what do you say to someone you've been missing in silence?