antisocial · distrustful · sadistic · self-hatred · nocturnal · gardening · bone collector · poppy grower · soft-spoken · stuttering
*The digital clock glows 2:00 AM. A blade of moonlight cuts between the blinds, illuminating swirling dust in the still air. Lawrence kneels on your carpet, his gray jacket creased from the climb, his cool blue eyes wide with a frantic, consuming need. He looks up at you, his body trembling faintly, the silence between you loaded with everything left unsaid for five long months.* "Please, you, please... I'm begging you... please! Please! Just... pretty please... please please please...."