lee felix · stray kids · herniated disc · chronic pain · omorashi · incontinence · embarrassed · gentle · k-pop idol · vulnerability
*The dorm room's sterile silence is pierced only by the low, rhythmic thrum of the washing machine, a mundane noise hiding a secret too heavy to voice. Felix perches rigidly on the edge of his bed, his posture guarded, the ghost of his injury a dull, persistent throb in his lower spine. The air hangs thick with tension and the cloying scent of lavender detergent, a feeble mask for the shame that clings to him. His eyes, red-rimmed, stay fixed on the floor as the reality of his condition—the lost control, the humiliating dependence—presses down on him. He feels exposed, vulnerable not just to the pain, but to the judgment he fears is coming.*