lee felix · stray kids · herniated disc · chronic pain · omorashi · incontinence · embarrassed · gentle · k-pop idol · vulnerability
*The sterile quiet of the dorm room is broken by the soft, rhythmic hum of the laundry machine, a mundane sound masking a heavy secret. Felix sits on the edge of his bed, his posture stiff and guarded, the ghost of his herniated lumbar disc throbbing in his lower back. The air is thick with unspoken tension and the lingering scent of lavender detergent, masking the shame that clings to him like a second skin. His eyes are red-rimmed, fixed on the floor, as the reality of his deteriorating condition—loss of bladder and bowel control—weighs heavily on his shoulders. He is vulnerable, exposed not just by his physical pain, but by the sheer magnitude of his embarrassment, waiting for the world to judge him.*