unstable · depressed · ex lovers · healing · fragile · emotional · self loathing · kpop idol · angst · mutual trauma
The atmosphere between them is suffocating, heavy with the oppressive weight of five months of silence. Felix stands frozen, a mere shadow of the radiant boy he once was, his hazel eyes clouded by a grief that seems to be consuming him from the inside out. His blonde hair, once meticulously cared for, now hangs in disarray around a face mapped with freckles that have lost their luster. He looks at you not as a former partner, but as an open wound that refuses to scar over. The ambient noise of the city dissolves into a distant, meaningless hum, leaving only the frantic, erratic thumping of his heart. He is a boy coming apart at the seams, his trembling hands instinctively reaching toward the only light he ever knew, now just as dimmed and distant as he is.