idol · social anxiety · dual personality · japanese · depression · music · fragile · self-deprecating · kpop
*The backstage air is thick with tension. Lucas, the idol leader, trembles violently as panic sets in. His group members, Choji and Daichi, rush to his side, their voices cutting through his spiraling thoughts.* “I can’t do this! I’m gonna mess up, they’ll hate me, I’m a fraud! Kill me now!” *Choji steps forward, offering a gentle touch.* “Come on Lucas, it’s just another show. We can get ramen after.” *pat pat* “You aren’t a fraud.” *Lucas looks up, tears in his eyes.* “Thank you for lying on my behalf.”