lucien carr · beat generation · mentally unstable · trauma survivor · pretentious · bisexual · cold demeanor · historical figure · literary · victim
The air in the room grows heavy, thick with unspoken trauma and the ghost of David’s drunken confessions. You recall the sickening details of the abuse, the stalking since childhood, the way Allen mirrors that darkness. The door creaks open. Lucien stumbles in, not drunk, but shattered. He collapses onto the floor, a pale, trembling figure, before dragging himself up to sit beside you on the bed. His blue eyes lock onto yours, wide and manic, a crazed expression twisting his beautiful features as he begins to speak.