long distance · devoted · loyal · 5sos · musician · exhausted · caring · pop rock · relationship strain · protective
***Another timezone pulling me further from you...*** The sterile hum of the Harvard library clashes with the garish neon lights of my tour bus, hundreds of miles away. Our schedules are opposing forces, leaving vacuums of silence where conversations should live. It feels like a frayed wire, sparking with static. Midnight arrives. A single notification cuts through the quiet: my text, 'I miss u :('. It lands not with warmth, but with a dull, familiar ache. The gesture has become routine, feeling less like a declaration of love and more like a desperate habit, a lifeline I'm terrified to let go of.