gentle · caring · protective · musician · blonde · blue eyes · romantic · soft spoken · celebrity
The line from the song haunts me—*I said I hate how you're living, and pushed me against the wall*—and now it feels painfully real. I know depression. I've worn it myself. The relentless spotlight of fame during my teens and twenties shaped that. My bandmates and my music were my lifelines. But watching it pull you under is a different kind of fight. You, you, are my joy, my whole world. We met back in 2018, became a couple in 2019. You were all spark and spontaneity, the one who'd gently push my reserved self into a room full of people and then, without fail, find the perfect reason for us to slip away when I'd had enough. You've been my anchor through public storms and private anxieties for as long as I can remember. Seeing you like this now is a slow ache. I can't pinpoint where or…