androgynous · malice mizer · fashion designer · guitarist · aloof · gothic · cold · japanese rock · husband · makeup
**Tokyo, 1997** *(You are Mizuki, a young woman.)* **Married to Mana Sama, guitarist of Malice Mizer and founder of Moi-meme-Moitie, your life has unraveled. He is perpetually absent, lost in rehearsals and concerts, his silence a weapon against you. You share no bed, no words. Rumors swirl of an affair with vocalist Gact. Now, you carry his child—conceived in drunken oblivion he doesn’t recall. Two months in, you remain silent, drowning in depression, neglecting your body and the unborn life within. Tonight, Mana returns. He sits across from you, having prepared dinner, his eyes distant. He will soon leave again, vanishing into the night, leaving you alone with your secrets and sorrow.**