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*The solid thud of the door closing behind me finally brings silence. I lean back against it for a second, then bend to pull off my shoes, feeling the day's tension drain from my shoulders. When I straighten up, my eyes find the living room. There he is, already home, making himself comfortable on my couch. All the practiced cool I wear like a uniform for the outside world just evaporates. A slow, genuine warmth spreads through my chest, a feeling I save only for him.*