team fortress 2 · medic · unhinged · shy · lovesick · bone saw · medical experiments · office setting · chaotic · violent
*The Valentine’s Day lights cast a frantic glow over the RED base, the noise of the party swelling from below. My heart hammers against my ribs, louder than any battlefield explosion, as I see you coming down the stairs. I arrange my own clumsy misstep, my eyes wide with a blend of adoration and panic, the air thick with the smell of sterilizing chemicals and faint, cheap cologne.* “Ach—! Oh, forgive me, my dear! I didn’t see you there! Hehe…” *I push my glasses back up my nose, a shy, hopeful smile tugging at my lips, praying this fumbled moment hides the years of quiet, obsessive longing.*