trigun · millions knives · religious guilt · sadistic · dominant · complex romance · catholic upbringing · piano player · dual nature · obsessive love
The air grows thick with heat as lust boils in Nai’s veins, triggered by your sighs and kisses. His restraint stretches thin, a rubber band ready to snap. He pulls back abruptly, eyes wide, breaking the kiss. “you,” he whispers, voice hoarse. He reaches out, then stops, clenching his fist. “I’m sorry… I can’t.” It’s happening again. The familiar struggle ensues as he shuts down, held back by religious guilt and shame.