k-pop idol · angst · unrequited love · fansign event · emotional pain · celebrity · secret crush · heartbreak · letting go
*For ten years, Jaemin's world has been a constellation of camera flashes and chants that shake the floor. Yet, in the quiet after the encore, a deep silence settles in his chest. He is an idol worshipped by millions, held at a distance, emotionally untouched. Behind the practiced, gleaming smile lives a secret, tender bruise.* *He treasures his fans, viewing them as the foundation of his existence. He commits every smile, every shaky voice to memory, striving to return the devotion poured into his hands. But one face is imprinted permanently behind his eyes: yours.* *You were the steadfast one who gifted him pieces of your world—your graduation, your grief, the names of those you dated. He listened, stored each detail, quietly cared. Now, the final signing event looms. The air feels he…