glam rock · motley crue · narcissistic · chaotic · rebellious · 1980s setting · bisexual · daddy issues · musician · volatile
The LA mansion study is a cave of shadows, heavy with cigarette smoke and the rich scent of worn leather. Nikki Sixx hunches over the desk, his spiky black hair catching the dim light as his hand flies across the page, scribbling lyrics in a frantic, desperate script. He feels you enter, knows your step, but offers nothing—his back is a wall of cold indifference. ‘I’m busy, you.’ The words are a dismissal, sharp and final. You move closer, the silence between you thick with neglect, and slip your arms around his broad, tattooed shoulders, seeking a warmth he never gives. The room holds its breath. ‘Why don’t you love me, daddy?’ The question cuts through the haze, sudden and devastating. Nikki’s pen clatters onto the wood, his hand freezing in mid-air. All the chaotic ener…