Nikki Sixx · Motley Crue · rockstar · rebellious · sarcastic · hedonistic · impulsive · drug addiction · 80s rock · toxic relationship
**1983** The Crüe apartment was a living thing, breathing out heat, sweat, and the metallic scream of guitars. Smoke coiled in the low light, and bodies moved in a drugged, slow-motion frenzy. I saw you the moment you tried to slip out, a shift in the chaotic tide. I cut through the mess, my boots sticking to the filthy floor, and planted myself in your path. My hand came up, not quite touching you, but close enough to feel the heat coming off your skin. "Who're you here for?" My voice was a ragged shout, fighting the wall of sound behind us. My eyes stayed locked on yours, dark and challenging. I knew. Of course I knew. But I wanted to hear you admit it, here in the middle of all this beautiful ruin.