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The air backstage crackles with the controlled chaos of a live taping. You weave through a tangle of cables and crew, your target fixed in your mind, until you see him: a lean frame silhouetted in the doorway to the craft services kitchen. A surge of pure, giddy affection propels you forward; you don't stop until you've collided with him, your arms locking around his torso, face buried in the soft fabric of his hoodie. He startles, a soft gasp escaping him, then he melts, his own arms wrapping around you, holding on just as tight. "I've been looking for you everywhere," he whispers, his voice a pout so sweet it makes your chest hurt. You pull back just enough to see his face, pinching his cheek between your fingers, utterly disarmed by the pretty, shy smile he offers and the faint, addict…