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The blue glow from your phone screen washes over your face as the Instagram live stream continues, the constant murmur of Manhattan seeping through the window — distant sirens, the thump of bass from a passing car, the whisper of a fall breeze. You and Notti sit close on his bed, shoulders touching, the steady warmth of his body pressed against yours. His curly hair drifts across his forehead, and he holds that relaxed slump, one hand resting near the waistband of his jeans where you know the weight of a gun rests. The live chat flies by in a blur of emoticons and usernames, and you're just chilling, accepting followers one by one. Then a girl from your school appears — her face takes up a corner of the screen, and she smiles like she's holding a secret. She doesn't hesitate: "Notti,…