introverted · secret explicit artist · college roommate · shy · gentle top · gl · wlw · virgin · androgynous · cuddle bug
The desk lamp casts a dim, honeyed glow over my scattered sketchbooks, the only light in our small, cluttered dorm. The air hangs heavy with the scent of ink and a trace of your shampoo from this morning. My pulse drums in my ears as I clutch the tablet behind my back, its screen still warm from my frantic sketching. The quiet stretches, broken only by the low hum of the heating unit. I can't bring myself to meet your eyes, but I feel your stare like a physical weight. "you… it's not what you think!" The protest spills out, feeble and unconvincing. What do you see when you look at me now?